oh hi , long time no see . I've been a little bit busy and sometime i forgot the password though.haha.So this is 2015 already , in the middle of the year sudah . How time flies kan,surprisingly, i finished my bachelor degree like two weeks ago and has been an ultimate free peeerrrssssooooooon evaaaaah . not surprise eh ? haha well for me, ive been so gratefully lucky to past this chapter  of my life. So much things has happened over the years where i couldn't even keep up to write here. Well, the main reason i firstly started blogging was for me to reminisce the memories of my past, in case i forgot them someday. Thats not the main story though.

So, lets flip through my past years as an architecture student days.Well, its been fun and tough all the way. Busy and free, alternately come and go . Realization and arrogance takes its troll . Drama and fights keeps knocking and not to mention the food for the soul. I think the biggest lesson learnt over the years is passion,hardwork and gameplayer is everything. You need to know how to play the game . how to seam through the pebbles and rocky mountain. Shall i say , in order to achieve that , u need to learn from your mistake. So if x buat salah, u never knew. Thats what i think la. Because , ive been a lepak2 student in early designing stage, but then it affect me so much in the middle stage and also i suffered a lot in the final stage. I luckily pass 2 years with a average score and make my way to third year with the same score . But then in my final sem, the thing that i thought will works just nice for me just doesn't do its justice anymore. Challenge and problem comes knocking and i always tend to find the easy way out . Yelah, siapa x suka bende senang kan. That minded is so wrong for me to realise. I need to be more bold, challenging , futuristic and functional. With the help of my support system , i finally managed to pass this semester again, with an average score. But seriously man, i feel incomplete. My works is not the best of me, and my thesis is so lacking in so many parts. For a few days after i submitted my final draft, I still cant shake the feelings incomplete and unready in me . Because i always picture someone who already have a degree will be a whole complete person with sufficient knowledge and power to takes the world. But yeah, sempurna will never happens. Impossibruuu even.

So, i finally free ! Free from everything in the world. I feels so great to be free but the next thing in coming is so bugging me in the head.Job, finance , car ,home ? how  how ? luls . Ive been home for only two weeks kot . relax lah dulu . haha . nah belanja gambar satu