Last year has been so much fun and colourful to be left. And i bet this year will be much much more colourful. In my 20-ies i have already know the tricks and games of homo-sapiens. That what 2013 had taught me. But then again getting through the years has left a few sad sad and sad moments of resentful,sorrows and pain. Getting through college is much much more than what i had thought before.
But screw all that, im getting a new year resolutions here ! >.< It is just maybe i am absolutely tired of making a "okay thats fine" face plastered on my face everytime. And i know one thing for sure, in my twenties, i shall promise myself to wouldnt let anything crossed my way in getting something done. Well its not really a "crossed" chaotic way though. For a girls perspective is, i promise myself to not let anything to ruined my mood or my plan. Well, its normal to include someone in your plan but then its turnout that she/he is not up to your plan at all ! Its okay to backed out at the very last minute of anything. Its just maybe im not enough ready for contingency . Thats one need to be fix for sure lady.
And i shall celebrating individuality more nowdays. Accepting the difference and make way for a decent comments. Ah ha ha . thats so fake , can i be such a saint . But come on, this is new year resolution anyway. I can write all this crap but trying those in a really slooowwwly manner.hihhi .
This is just the time for me to seriously taking money-planning and menabung into account. I have dreamt about getting a car for so much years. And yet every penny on my efforts seems so useless. My small business and few jobs isnt getting in the way. So i shall get serious into this.
But afterall, all i want is to be completely happy and having no regrets in life.
ala bizikrillahi tatmainnal quloob "Verily, in the remembrance of Allah swt do hearts find rest"
